Thursday, August 5, 2010

The Feeling of The Recent

NO!
SHOULD BE


The feeling was the feeling exactly I felt when the first presentation in my college.
I feel like crying, right now.
Tear is like tons-weighted. fuckup!
I seriously feel myself fucking sucking useless.


Just that my bad habit is that when I get involved in this kind of emotion,
I hate seeing myself. I hate myself to the max.
I remove my happy-go-lucky statuses, personal messages, tweets.
I change any display which my face is there.
Don't try to fix me. My immune system will do.
And when it does, you'll see my face somewhere.

I hate myself.

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